NetGalley vs. Edelweiss: the difference between the digital advanced reader review platforms

When publishing a book, authors know that there is very little that is more valuable than an advanced reader– someone who is willing to read and review your book before publication – lending your book credibility from an unbiased perspective. 

But how do you get your book out to a wide audience without breaking the bank? That’s where digital advanced reader copies (ARCs) come into play. NetGalley and Edelweiss are two platforms that house digital copies of ARCs so authors, publishers, and publicists can safely send out digital copies to interested readers before pub date. 

So, what’s the difference between NetGalley and Edelweiss

First, let’s zero in on your target audience. What’s your genre? Who is your ideal reader? How wide are you trying to go? 

NetGalley is a platform that, historically, caters to publicity rather than sales. While they do attract a wide audience (librarians, bloggers, book reviewers, booksellers, etc.) they are generally more beloved amongst bloggers and independent reviewers. If you’re looking to get your hands on some reviewers who are ~advanced~ in the art of requesting and reviewing ARCs then NetGalley is the place for you. Check out our super duper scientific pyramid chart that demonstrates the intensity of the NG reviewer: 

Edelweiss is a platform that is geared a bit more towards sales– they primarily focus on librarians and booksellers, and some independent reviewers have claimed to have a pretty low approval rate on Edelweiss

The platforms by the numbers: 

According to the 2023 Edelweiss review: “the number of users active on Edelweiss continues to grow year after year. Up from 2022, the number of unique users on the site has increased 10%. And, 59 U.S. indie bookstores began sending us their POS data this year—bringing the total number of U.S. Trade Analytics Stores to 661 in Q3 of 2023.”

Source: Edelweiss 2023 Year in Review for Publishers

NetGalley, on the other hand, does outperform Edelweiss by the numbers, which you can see below from a screenshot from their April 2024 community report. While Edelweiss reported 230,000+ users in 2023 NetGalley is significantly outpacing them with a whopping 600,000+ active members: 

Source: NetGalley Community Report, April 2024 

What are the reviewers saying? 

There are pros and cons to both sites, but don’t just take our word for it. Vicky over at Vicky Who Reads says that even though the NetGalley site is more visually appealing and easier to navigate she prefers how Edelweiss allows users to add notes for the publisher: “Edelweiss allows you to write a paragraph (or ten) about why you are requesting that title and why you want to read it, and although the publisher might not read beyond your personal description, it does provide the opportunity to emphasize why you would love to read & honestly review one of their novels.”

Meanwhile, Georgiana, who is the blogger behind Readers’ High Tea says “I will definitely continue asking for access to advanced reading copies via NetGalley, as I am happy with the experience I’ve had so far. Ever since I started using NetGalley I stopped using Edelweiss, and at the moment I do not think I’ll go back again.” Check out her full blog post where she breaks down the pros and cons of NetGalley from a reviewer perspective! 

Sammy who blogs at We Write At Dawn breaks down the approval rates from NetGalley compared to Edelweiss: 

“…I have a better chance of getting approved through NetGalley than on Edelweiss any day! But I’ll put some (poorly done) math below! Approved / (Pending) + (Denied)

Chance of getting approved on NetGalley: 63%

Chance of getting approved on Edelweiss: 6%

Yeah, my math is probably flawed, but just looking at the percent difference makes me want to cry!”

Keep in mind that authors can set their approval criteria when they upload their book to NetGalley or Edelweiss. However if, historically, users are more likely to be approved on one platform than another then that will impact where your niche audience might be most active. 

Final thoughts: 

There are pros and cons to each site and picking which platform is best for your book will ultimately depend on who your target audience is and what your goals are with promoting digital ARCs. Your Books Forward publicist can give expert insight on which platform may yield better results with that information in mind! 

Books Paired with Sabrina Carpenter Lyrics to Celebrate the Release of Short n’ Sweet 

First and foremost, up until “Espresso” and “Please Please Please” summer, I would not have called myself a Sabrina Carpenter fan (#TeamOlivia obvi). But I, like the rest of TikTok and the whole of planet Earth, could not get away from the insidiously catchy lyrics: I’m working late, ’cause I’m a singerrrrr. That led me down an earnest rabbit hole of listening to the pop princess’ entire discography and well, let me say, blondie has some bops. To wet your whistle in anticipation of Sabrina’s sixth studio album, let me present to you some book recs paired with iconic lyrics from the quip queen herself: 

“Please Please Please” paired with “Tell Me Lies” by Carola Lovering

“And we could live so happily / If no one knows that you’re with me”

In a fever dream of heterosexual toxicity, I re-eye-guzzled the first season of the adaptation of “Tell Me Lies” on Hulu in anticipation of season 2. There’s just something so feral about watching Grace Van Patten and Jackson White reenact live footage from my most toxic relationship (shout out to my ex, I wish you nothing but the worst!) that immediately made me think of Please Please Please. Like Stephen DeMarco did quite literally nothing BUT embarrass Lucy. But, I get it, girl, sometimes we lose a brain cell or two in pursuit of an ugly-hot man who knows how to lay it down. 

“Slim Pickins” paired with “How to Date Men When You Hate Men” by Blythe Roberson

“A boy who’s nice, that breathes / Well, I swear he’s nowhere to be seen”

As a bisexual baddie who spent most of her early 20s chasing after truly ain’t shit men, I certainly could have done with some of the sage advice in Blythe’s book. However, I’m staunchly in my I Don’t Date Men Era and I pray every day that my perfect golden retriever partner never releases me back to the streets because I fear I would suffer. Carpenter teased Slim Pickins a few weeks before release and as soon as I heard it on TikTok I knew that this track would be one of my favs from her newest album. 

“Espresso” paired with “Triple Sec” by TJ Alexander 

“Say you can’t sleep, / baby, I know That’s that me espresso” 

By espresso, she definitely meant an espresso martini, right? This song is cute, flirty, and suuuuper catchy — nothing embodies that more than this swoony-worth polyamorous romance novel from TJ Alexandar. I would consider myself honored, blessed, and fully at peace if I lived to see the day of a queer power pop thruple consisting of Reneé Rapp, Chapell Roan, and Sabrina Carpenter. Probably not in the cards, but a girl can manifest, OKAY. 

“Tornado Warnings” paired with “Acts of Desperation” by Megan Nolan 

“I’m lying to my therapist / I keep saying things like / I never saw him and we never kissed” 

We’ve all been there, right? Completely enthralled by maybe the world’s worst possible match and still hanging on to hope that it could work out!! When I first heard the lyrics to this song I was like oof, girl, I can relate! Because when you’re lying to your therapist about your relationship you know deep down it’s time to kick that situationship to the curb. 

“Feather” paired with “Boy Parts” by Eliza Clark 

“Your signals are mixed,  / you act like a bitch / You fit every stereotype, Send a pic

“Boy Parts” might not be the exact pairing that you’d think of for Carpenter’s over it anthem “Feather,” but I have my reasons. What are they? Great question, I’d love to tell you. “Boy Parts” follows an unhinged photographer (“send a pic!”) who takes explicit photos of ‘average-looking’ men. This novel is incendiary, shocking, and a bit obsessive and I think that perfectly describes a woman who has to declare, loudly and often: I feel so much lighter like a feather with you off my mind. We’ve all been there, telling people we’re like 100%, definitely, (no seriously, why do you keep asking me?) completely over our ex, right? 

“Because I Liked A Boy” paired with “Men Have Called Her Crazy” by Anna Marie Tendler 

“I’m a homewrecker, I’m a slut / I got death threats filling up semi-trucks / Tell me who I am, guess I don’t have a choice”

I am a sucker for a good title and this memoir piqued my interest as soon as I saw it floating around social media. It’s no secret that men can have a pervasive, intense, and sometimes dangerous impact on a woman’s life. From Carpenter taking a few strays after the release of Olivia Rodrigo’s debut, Sour, to Anna recounting traumatic events involving men that led to her psychiatric stay — I’m sure this pair of women would have lots to chat about over coffee.

“Vicious” paired with “Bunny” by Mona Awad 

“You like a certain type of woman / Who’s smart but neglects intuition / When you’re insecure, could be me, could be her.” 

“Bunny” is marketed as “The Secret History” meets Jennifer’s Body and frankly, I cannot fathom a more vicious combination. There’s something poetic about a woman with a score to settle, I mean the saying is “Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned.” “Bunny” is the perfect saccharine companion for Carpenter’s bubbly yet hard-hitting lyrics in “Vicious.” 

“Fast Times” paired with “Little Rot” by Akwaeke Emezi

“Fast times and fast nights, yeah / Closed eyes and closed blinds, we couldn’t help it” 

Akwaeke Emezi is an author who, in my (always correct and superior) opinion, never misses, and “Little Rot” is no different. The “Fast Times” lyrics are flawlessly in step with the chaotic, steamy, and unsettled nature of “Little Rot.” Emezi calls their latest work “unhinged” and there’s nothing that’s going to get me to slam a pre-order button faster than that. So, this book is paired with Carpenter’s “Fast Times” if nothing else to demonstrate the speed at which I needed to have this book in my hands.

What is digital advertising and how can it help me promote my book?

Writing and publishing a book is a marathon, not a sprint! Digital advertising is a great complement to your publicity plan that can also keep the momentum going for your book long after pub day! 

  • But what is digital advertising and how can it help me get my book into the hands of readers?
  • When is the ideal time to opt into digital advertising? 
  • And how will I know which paid opportunities are right for me and my book? 

The Difference Between Book Publicity and Digital Advertising

Digital advertising essentially comprises different forms of paid advertisements and promotions, whether that be sales ads on Facebook and Amazon or coordinating a paid influencer campaign. Book publicity typically focuses on organic or earned (i.e. not paid) media coverage, through bloggers, social media tastemakers, reporters, or other media outlets. 

Both of these strategies have a function and a purpose – digital advertising is geared toward conversions and sales while publicity is aimed at elevating your author brand through exposure, credibility, and developing a strong foundation of readership for your books to come. When applied correctly, digital advertising will complement the work done with book publicity.

For a deeper understanding of the difference between digital advertising and publicity campaigns, check out this article. 

Why Use Digital Advertising? 

  • You can control the audience! Whether you’re scheduling an eblast to reach college-level librarians or coordinating an influencer review campaign with established fantasy reviewers on Instagram, you can pick a niche and find paid opportunities that will help you reach your ideal audience. 
  • Advertising campaigns are typically shorter than publicity campaigns and therefore might yield more tangible results in a shorter time. 
  • Digital advertising campaigns also have the potential for long-term use. Sometimes, publicity campaigns focus on the timely aspects of a book launch or holiday that aligns with the book’s message. Digital advertising is more flexible and can run at any point in your book’s lifetime. 

How Do I Decide Which Digital Advertising Strategies To Use? 

1. Identify your audience: This is key because you want to make sure you’re advertising to the right group of people, otherwise you might waste money and resources. 

    • If you’ve written a young adult book and would like to get your story into the hands of younger readers, you might consider a social media influencer book tour. 
    • If your book is a nonfiction title focusing on the psychology and development of young people, then you might consider setting up an eblast to high school librarians. 

2. What is your goal with digital advertising? 

    • Are you interested in trying to push sales? Traditional sales ads through Facebook and Amazon might be the best fit for you. 
    • Would you like to work on getting your books into the hands of independent bookstores? Try a newsletter eblast with your regional independent bookseller association.
    • Hoping to garner more signups for your email newsletter? Look into giveaway promotions that encourage newsletter sign-ups.
    • Would you like to build up your author brand on social media? We’d recommend coordinating some paid influencer reviews to create some social media buzz online. 

3. What’s your budget? It’s important to think about how much money you’d like to put into digital advertising so that your digital strategist can recommend the best fit for you with your audience and budget in mind. 

There Are So Many Digital Advertising Strategies Out There! 

Yes! There are tons and tons of advertising services aimed to help authors get exposure for their books. It can definitely feel overwhelming. It’s important to remember that digital marketing is a great strategy throughout the book’s entire lifetime. You don’t have to opt into everything. Try a few strategies to see what is a good fit for your budget and your book. 

Still feeling overwhelmed? That’s what we’re here for! Books Forward has a dedicated and experienced digital marketing team that can craft a plan that makes the most sense for your goals and budget!

Author Awards: A guide to navigating the award submission process

Awards are a fantastic way to get more eyes on your book and accrue influential and respected praise in the industry for your hard work! Winning awards can be a great asset throughout a book’s life, and of course, winning competitions offer a fantastic publicity boost! 

With so many author awards out there it can be a bit daunting to sift through them and figure out which ones are legit. We’re here to help guide you through the process and help pick which awards are the best suited for you and your book. 

How can I tell if an award is well-respected/well-known? 

There are, of course, famous book awards that are household names like the National Book Award, Pulitzer Prize, and the Booker Prize. But there are many, many awards out there for authors and aspiring writers that are accessible, easy to enter, and can support the success of your book. 

  • Are you involved in a writing group, publisher Facebook group (shoutout to our She Writes Sisters), or author newsletter (shameless plug to subscribe to ours)? Chances are they’re celebrating those wins, so consider applying to awards your peers are submitting to or winning. 
  • Submitting your book for an industry review? They might have awards, too. Some of our favorite industry review sites like Foreword, IndieReader, and more also have awards! 
  • Who is talking about these awards? If you’re looking at reputable industry sites like The American Library Association, then there’s a good chance you’re in the right place. 
  • Check out your local indie bookstore to see which award-winning books they’re showcasing on their website.
  • Do some additional research! By Googling “best book awards” or “best book awards for indie authors” you’re going to get a ton of results! Parse through those and keep a running list. Be sure to chat through your findings with your Books Forward publicist! 

Which awards should I avoid? 

Because there are so many book awards on the market, there are some awards to be wary of. Below are some red flags from book awards that indicate the award might not be the best bang for your buck: 

  • Selling you personalized products in addition to the award submission 
  • Pushing hard for you to attend their conferences in addition to submissions 
  • Claiming the right to publish your work whether or not you win a prize 
  • Selling additional services like editing, marketing, representation, etc. 
  • They reached out to you: It’s a great feeling when someone reaches out to you about your work, but if an award is emailing you to submit to their award, then it might be an indicator that they’re fishing for submissions and might not be a reputable contest 

Winning Writers put together a comprehensive list of contests to be wary of.

How will winning or placing impact my book? 

  • Credibility and publicity: Winning or placing in an awards contest can support the credibility of your work! If you’re pitching make sure to add ‘award-winning’ when you reach out. Having this recognition could pique folks’ interest when considering your work. 
  • Networking: Some contests host awards ceremonies for authors who place and win their awards. If you’re able to attend such events, this would be an excellent place to network with other authors in and outside of your genre. 
  • Prizes: Sometimes, awards will offer something for folks who place in their contests. This can range from prize money, and advertising space, to other exclusive opportunities. 

How do I leverage an award recognition? 

After winning an award, make sure to add it to the appropriate channels so that you can celebrate your accomplishment! 

How To Get More Amazon Reviews?

Your book has launched, and you’re getting great reviews from family, friends, and social media influencers, but those aren’t transferring to your Amazon listing. Now what? 

Amazon reviews are important for indie authors! Of course they’re not the end-all-be-all, and they don’t determine the overall success of your book. But we know more reviews on Amazon can help boost sales and build a strong foundation for your author brand that will benefit your books for years to come. 

A quick note before we start: You can always encourage folks to review the book, but be aware that you can’t (and shouldn’t!) try to sway the content of the review. Good reviews are always preferred, but negative reviews aren’t necessarily a bad thing— more on that later! 

So, how do authors get more Amazon reviews? Check out some tips and tricks below to help boost those ratings and reviews! 

May be obvious, but ask the reader upfront

Consider leaving a note to the reviewer at the end of the book! What better time to ask for a review than right after they’ve finished reading? 

It’s important though to consider why reviewers leave feedback: It’s because they have feelings. So, make sure to leave space for all the feels. 

Instead of saying “If you loved my book please consider reviewing it on Amazon!” maybe something like, “Thank you for taking the time to read my book, I’d love to hear your honest feedback! Please feel free to leave me a review wherever you talk about books.” This leaves the content and the platform open to reviewers. Sometimes, when authors ask directly for reviews via Amazon it can come off a bit “sales-y.”

We want to boost those Amazon reviews, and all reviews (yes, even the bad reviews –  have you seen the 1-star reviews account on Instagram?) are helpful reviews because they bring exposure to the book.

Getting a negative review is inevitable. It’s impossible to write a story that appeals to everyone. But try not to see negative reviews as a bad thing – they can lend credibility to your book listing. Readers might be skeptical if they head to your Amazon page and see nothing but glowing reviews. Having a mix of opinions ensures that your listing looks authentic. Even New York Times bestselling authors get 1-star reviews! 

We have more tips on dealing with negative reviews here.

Leverage your personal connections and author network 

We know it’s difficult to be self-promotional, but you deserve to brag about your work. You published a book – that’s a huge accomplishment! 

Leverage your personal connections and author community by: 

  • Reach out to family and friends directly and ask them to leave a review if they’ve read the book, including links to your book on various platforms.
  • Add a call for reviews to your author newsletter
  • Post about the impact of Amazon reviews on social media to encourage readers to review.

Speaking of socials, set up your accounts to remind folks to review 

Consider an incentive 

It’s a great idea to give back and say thank you to folks who took the time to read your work. Consider hosting a giveaway or some other incentive to show your appreciation, while also encouraging readers to leave a review: 

  • Are you writing another book? Host a giveaway on your social media offering up an ARC of your next book to readers who reviewed your current book on Amazon! 
  • Host a raffle: Create a form where reviewers can fill out their information (and a screenshot of their Amazon review) and randomly pull one participant to receive a gift card. 
    • Work smarter, not harder: Include a question in this raffle form to ask readers if they’d like to join your author newsletter.
  • Offer a giveaway online with some bookish swag for folks who have read and reviewed the book. 

Beef up your Amazon listing 

The Amazon algorithm favors listings and products that are well optimized because it yields a higher likelihood of customer traction. Consumers are more likely to peruse your Amazon listing (and hopefully buy the book!) if it’s organized, professional, and well maintained. 

Looking for ways to optimize your Amazon page? We’ve got a blog post for that! 

Consider booking a social media or blog tour 

There are countless blog and social media influencer tour groups that authors can tap into to promote their books. Some of these blog tours highly encourage their tour hosts to cross-post their reviews on Amazon and Goodreads along with their social media platforms or blogs. 

Be sure to read the fine print to see if the coordinators encourage Amazon reviews. And reach out and ask the group if you aren’t sure! 

Check out paid services 

Before delving into paid opportunities, it is important to note that Amazon is vigilant and persistent about sniffing out fake reviews that aren’t written by a real person or consumer. Amazon has a strict removal policy for any reviews that aim to mislead or manipulate consumers and they will remove reviews if they feel it is in violation. 

You can use paid opportunities to get the books into the hands of more readers, but the content of what is written will always be up to the reviewer! 

A few options to help boost exposure: 

  • Goodreads, a platform that’s owned by Amazon, has a giveaway program that will push the book out to their 150+ million users. While this opportunity doesn’t directly ask folks for a review, it does get your book into the hands of more readers who will potentially leave a review. 
  • Running an ebook discount and using newsletters to promote a price drop! You can do this through services like BookBub, EReaderIQ, and more!  

If you’re interested in learning more about paid avenues for a boost in reviews, reach out to our digital marketing team here at Books Forward! We can recommend tried and true resources that we’ve used for our author family. 

Read Queer 365: LGBTQ+ Book Influencers to Follow to Celebrate Pride Month

I love June, I always have because it carries the promise of summer, soaking up the sun, and longer days. But, as I grew up and came out, June also came with the promise of Pride month – getting the opportunity to celebrate myself and other queer folks with authenticity and well, pride

To celebrate Pride month we’ve partnered with some awesome LGBTQ+ book influencers to share a bit about themselves and their favorite queer book rec. Hopefully, you’ll find some new books to add to your shelves!

Zakiya, @zakiyanjamal

​​Zakiya (she/her) was born in Queens, raised in Long Island, and currently resides in Brooklyn. In other words, she’s a New Yorker through and through. By day she works in publishing as a marketer, and at night she writes romance novels.

If I could recommend one LGBTBQ+ book, I’d have to recommend Hani and Ishu’s Guide to Fake Dating by Adiba Jaigirdar. Not only does Adiba do an incredible job with the fake dating trope, but she also addresses heavy topics like biphobia and racism, in such a genuine way that I both felt seen and learned about a culture outside of my own. 

Andrea, @andreabeatrizarango

Andrea (she/ella) is a queer public school teacher turned interpreter and writer. She ranks cities based on how good their libraries are, and currently spends many a sunny day walking to and from her closest New Orleans library branch. (Spoiler Alert: It’s the best library she’s ever had.) Andrea enjoys reading across age categories and genres, but lately has felt especially drawn to soft and sad gay horror.

Book Rec: My book recommendation would have to be Monstrilio by Gerardo Sámano Córdova, because it was the first book I read that finally made me understand the nuances of the horror genre. Sure, there is a piece of a dead eleven-year-old’s lung in a jar, and yes, there is a monster who eats people. But really the book is about the horror of grief, and is there truly anything more horrifying? Also, yes, every single character in this book is queer. I told you, I’m into the sad gays!

Casey, @caseythereader 

My name is Casey (she/her) and I live in the DC area with my spouse and three cats. I love yelling about queer books on the internet, especially books featuring sapphic and asexual characters because it never gets old to see a little piece of your own identity in a book. My favorite genres are sci-fi/fantasy and YA – honestly, this is where the best queer lit is! – but I try to read a little bit of everything and am always looking for that next new favorite book.

I’m recommending Dear Wendy by Ann Zhao. Two aromantic asexual Wellesley students are unknowingly in an Instagram feud with their advice column accounts while they’re becoming best friends IRL. I love that this book stars two aroace characters and shows their differing experiences of these identities while they build an incredible platonic relationship together.

Jupiter, @bookstagramrepresent  

Jupiter (they/them) is an Autistic queer trans nonbinary creator. They started out on bookstagram sharing reviews and now work on sharing LGBTQIA+ BIPOC lists, recs and resources for their community. Jupiter loves to connect readers with stories that resonate with their spirit and open their hearts to other lived experiences. They live in Florida with their amazing Kid and are always on their next adventure.

Beating Heart Baby by Lio Min is a book that caught me by surprise. The story follows two queer teens, one who is trans, and their relationship through high school into post graduation life. Messy, beautiful and so utterly alive, Beating Heart Baby captures a kind of queer trans life experience that gives me hope for trans kids to see themselves growing up into full lives.  

Kat, @klas_reads

My name is Kat Somers, my pronouns are she/her, and am a bi barista book girlie! I love walks through the woods, songwriting, crocheting and knitting, and of course reading. I came back to reading in 2021 after a huge work burnout – I found I needed somewhere else for my brain to be while I was healing. Soon after that I started a bookstagram to connect with more readers (and maybe also because our cat Juniper could really only provide so much support as a discussion partner). Quickly my TBR (and heart) became so full!

I really love weird books! A recent favorite queer book that I read is Patricia Wants to Cuddle by Samantha Allen. It is very The Bachelor meets Bigfoot meets Final Destination! Through the (very) wild plot we also follow the love story of two star crossed lesbians who spend so much of their lives trying to escape the intolerance of their small town. As someone who grew up in a similar small town where I felt silenced in understanding my own queerness, this book felt really healing through all of its silliness and downright weirdness!

Morelia, @strandedinbooks

My name is Morelia (she/her) and I am a queer Latina from Texas! If I’m not engrossed in the latest romance novel, I am most definitely crying into a bucket of popcorn at a movie theater somewhere. Naturally born a book worm, but only rekindled my love for reading just as I was navigating my last semester in high school and can’t believe I’ve had such luck talking books (and movies!) and generally being part of a bookish community with so many amazing people for years now.

I’d recommend Last Night at the Telegraph Club by Malinda Lo. Having read it was such a lightbulb moment for me, it was a book I wish I’d had when I was younger and had a head full of questions. Young adult books really have a certain way of hitting you right where it hurts, and Malinda Lo did such an amazing job tackling the main character’s journey of finding herself and eventually love, navigating queer spaces, complex mother/daughter relationships, while also packing in a lot of history around this time the book is set. It’s tender, it’s heartbreaking, it might fill you with a bit of anger, but it’s also beautiful and intentional and just so queer, I love it.

Mari, @marithebookmaven

Mari (they/them) is a lifelong reader and late-blooming queer, and they will never shut up about either of those things. They live in a not-so-trans-friendly state with their dog, Hattie, and cat, Loki. While they hold down a totally normie office job, they spend the rest of their time in advocacy and definitely avoiding all the unread books on their shelves.

I’d recommend Iris Kelly Doesn’t Date by Ashley Herring Blake. I spend plenty of my time reading emotionally heavy books on a lot of different topics, so when it comes to LGBTQIA+ books, I like to keep it light! Like the other books in the Bright Falls series, Iris Kelly Doesn’t Date brought me so much queer joy. It’s light without being totally vapid, has a full cast of wonderfully queer characters, and OF COURSE has the perfect happily ever after.

Andy, @foreverinastory

Hi, I’m Dr. Andy (they/xe). I recently finished my PhD in pathobiology and am now a research scientist by day. In my “free time” (read: work time), I am a group fitness instructor, election judge/support staff and staff/social media manager for Rainbow Crate book box. I am a passionate queer bookstagrammer who loves taking book photos and compiling lists of my favorites, especially trans/nonbinary, ace, aro and sapphic books! I also created and run a reading challenge called “Be Intentional” which is designed to educate and uplift marginalized voices in publishing.

One of my all time favorite books is Man O’War by Cory McCarthy. I’ve read this one four times now and every time, I fall more in love with all these characters, but especially River. So much of River’s story resonated with me. Their journey from intensely closeted and queerphobic to finding love and freedom as yourself: I don’t have enough words to explain what it meant to me. This book has my whole heart.

Reading list for Disability Awareness Month

When I first moved to New Orleans I was fresh out of college and fumbling my way through becoming a special education teacher. I knew I wanted to do right by my students and that meant leaning in and learning more than I ever could have imagined about disability, more specifically, disability justice. 

I turned to my favorite corner of the internet, Bookstagram, where I found thoughtful, passionate, and kind disabled readers that shared books, resources, and lived experiences with me. Without Bookstagram and the fantastic community of disabled readers I definitely would not be where I am in my journey with disability justice (always have room to grow though)! 

Below are some books that have shaped my learning around disability justice that I’d highly recommend you check out all year long 🙂 

Disability Visibility: First-Person Stories from the Twenty-First Century

This is always my go-to rec, especially if you’re new to disability justice! 

One in five people in the United States lives with a disability. Some disabilities are visible, others less apparent–but all are underrepresented in media and popular culture. Activist Alice Wong brings together this urgent, galvanizing collection of contemporary essays by disabled people, just in time for the thirtieth anniversary of the Americans with Disabilities Act. 

From Harriet McBryde Johnson’s account of her debate with Peter Singer over her own personhood to original pieces by authors like Keah Brown and Haben Girma; from blog posts, manifestos, and eulogies to Congressional testimonies, and beyond: this anthology gives a glimpse into the rich complexity of the disabled experience, highlighting the passions, talents, and everyday lives of this community. It invites readers to question their own understandings. It celebrates and documents disability culture in the now. It looks to the future and the past with hope and love.

Year of the Tiger: An Activist’s Life by Alice Wong

A fantastic memoir from one of my favorite and most beloved disabled activists, Alice Wong is an incredible force and I’m thankful to be alive in her lifetime. 

In Chinese culture, the tiger is deeply revered for its confidence, passion, ambition, and ferocity. That same fighting spirit resides in Alice Wong.

Drawing on a collection of original essays, previously published work, conversations, graphics, photos, commissioned art by disabled and Asian American artists, and more, Alice uses her unique talent to share an impressionistic scrapbook of her life as an Asian American disabled activist, community organizer, media maker, and dreamer. From her love of food and pop culture to her unwavering commitment to dismantling systemic ableism, Alice shares her thoughts on creativity, access, power, care, the pandemic, mortality, and the future. As a self-described disabled oracle, Alice traces her origins, tells her story, and creates a space for disabled people to be in conversation with one another and the world. Filled with incisive wit, joy, and rage, Wong’s Year of the Tiger will galvanize readers with big cat energy.

Sipping Dom Pérignon Through a Straw: Reimagining Success as a Disabled Achiever by Eddie Ndopu

If you’re looking for a disabled memoir that really displays the ways in which academia is ableist and classist then you’re going to want to check this one out! Highly recommend it on audio! 

A memoir penned with one good finger, Ndopu writes about being profoundly disabled and profoundly successful.

Global humanitarian Eddie Ndopu was born with spinal muscular atrophy, a rare degenerative motor neuron disease affecting his mobility. He was told that he wouldn’t live beyond age five and yet, Ndopu thrived. He grew up loving pop music, lip syncing the latest hits, and watching The Bold and the Beautiful for the haute couture, and was the only wheelchair user at his school, where he flourished academically. By his late teens, he had become a sought-after speaker, traveling the world to address audiences about disability justice. 

Ndopu was ecstatic when he was later accepted on a full scholarship into one of the world’s most prestigious schools, Oxford University. But he soon learns that it’s not just the medical community he must thwart– it’s the educational one too.

In Sipping Dom Pérignon Through a Straw, we follow Ndopu, sporting his oversized, bejeweled sunglasses, as he scales the mountain of success, only to find exclusion, discrimination, and neglect waiting for him on the other side. Like every other student, Ndopu tries to keep up appearances–dashing to and from his public policy lectures before meeting for cocktails with his squad, all while campaigning to become student body president. Privately, however, Ndopu faces obstacles that are all too familiar to people with disabilities, yet remain unnoticed by most people. With the revolving door of care aides, hefty bills, and a lack of support from the university, Ndopu feels alienated by his environment. As he soars professionally, sipping champagne with world leaders, he continues to feel the loneliness and pressure of being the only one in the room. Determined to carve out his place in the world, he must challenge bias at the highest echelons of power and prestige. But as the pressure mounts, Ndopu must find his stride or collapse under the crushing weight of ableism.

This evocative, searing, and vulnerable prose will leave you spellbound by Ndopu’s remarkable journey to reach beyond ableism, reminding us of our own capacity for resilience.

Sitting Pretty: The View from My Ordinary Resilient Disabled Body by Rebekah Taussig

My favorite/ best read of 2023. Rebekah’s writing is concise, unapologetic, and she tackles the struggles of teaching disability justice to young people– something that really resonated with me as I used to be a special education teacher. 

Growing up as a paralyzed girl during the 90s and early 2000s, Rebekah Taussig only saw disability depicted as something monstrous (The Hunchback of Notre Dame), inspirational (Helen Keller), or angelic (Forrest Gump). None of this felt right; and as she got older, she longed for more stories that allowed disability to be complex and ordinary, uncomfortable and fine, painful and fulfilling.

Writing about the rhythms and textures of what it means to live in a body that doesn’t fit, Rebekah reflects on everything from the complications of kindness and charity, living both independently and dependently, experiencing intimacy, and how the pervasiveness of ableism in our everyday media directly translates to everyday life.

Disability affects all of us, directly or indirectly, at one point or another. By exploring this truth in poignant and lyrical essays, Taussig illustrates the need for more stories and more voices to understand the diversity of humanity. Sitting Pretty challenges us as a society to be patient and vigilant, practical and imaginative, kind and relentless, as we set to work to write an entirely different story.

This year, I’m challenging myself to read more nonfiction and I’ve made a challenge creatively called the ‘Layne’s 2024 Big Brain Reading Challenge.’ Below are the disability justice books on my list, feel free to play along with me and pick up some of these books in 2024. 

Disability Pride: Dispatches from a Post-ADA World by Ben Mattlin

There Plant Eyes: A Personal and Cultural History of Blindness by M. Leona Godin

The Pretty One: On Life, Pop Culture, Disability, and Other Reasons to Fall in Love with Me by Keah Brown

Black Disability Politics by Sami Schalk

Crip Kinship: The Disability Justice & Art Activism of Sins Invalid by Shayda Kafai

Care Work: Dreaming Disability Justice by Leah Lakshmi Piepzna-Samarasinha

The Future Is Disabled: Prophecies, Love Notes and Mourning Songs by Leah Lakshmi Piepzna-Samarasinha

All Our Families: Disability Lineage and the Future of Kinship by Jennifer Natalya Fink

What the cast of The Traitors Season 3 are reading to brush up on their tricks and treachery

If you’re like me and love low-stakes drama, lying, and deceit (in TV not in my personal life, DUH) then The Traitors will be right up your alley. This show will especially scratch a certain itch if you love revisiting favs from other reality TV series. I myself am a staunch and deeply committed watcher of the most epic show on the planet, Survivor, which is how I got pulled into watching The Traitors in the first place. Checkmate, Peacock, checkmate. Without further ado, let’s dive into this season’s cast and see what they’re reading to prepare for a showdown of scheming and manipulation! 

Survivor Royalty 

CAROLYN WIGER 

How you know her: Carolyn was an eccentric and over-the-top addition to Survivor season 44’s cast. Pinned as an underdog Carolyn fought tooth and nail to the finale of the season. 

What she’s reading: Life of Pi by Yann Martel. Carolyn spent S44 of Survivor not being considered a “major threat,” let’s see if she can hone that reputation to her advantage in S3 of The Traitors

 

JEREMY COLLINS 

How you know him: Jeremy competed on Survivor: San Juan del Sur aka Blood vs. Water (arguably one of the best seasons of the show) alongside his wife, Val. He went on to win Survivor: Cambodia and also made an appearance on Survivor: Winners at War (another iconic, and nostalgic, season).  

What he’s reading: The Art of War by Sun-Tzu. After failing to take the S40 Winners at War crown you know Jeremy is on a mission to redeem himself. He’ll be busy honing his outwit strategies before S3 of The Traitors

 

“BOSTON” ROB MARIANO

How you know him: Rob is true Survivor royalty, up there with Sandra herself (the queen stays queen), and has competed on seasons 4,8, 20, and 40 of the show. He won Survivor: Redemption Island and served as a mentor alongside the aforementioned queen in Survivor: Island of Idols

What he’s reading: Defiance of the Patriots: The Boston Tea Party & the Making of America by Benjamin L. Carp. A revolutionary book for a revolutionary player. Rob helped change the game of Survivor so he’s revisiting history to turn S3 of The Traitors on its head. 

 

TONY VALCHOS

How you know him: Tony is the second person to win two seasons of Survivor—Cagayan (another one of the best seasons on the market, I’m a superfan, can you tell?), and Winners at War.

What he’s reading: How to Hide in Plain Sight by Emma Noyes. If you’re looking for Tony on S3 of The Traitors, try looking up. IYKYK

Reality TV Sweethearts 

TOM SANDOVAL 

How you know him: Tom made waves on Vanderpump Rules when he recently cheated on his longtime girlfriend and resident bombshell of Love Island USA, Ariana Madix. He’s also appeared on The Masked Singer and Special Forces

What he’s reading: Tell Me Lies by Carola Lovering. Tom might be using his personal background in lies and deception to his advantage this season. Me personally? I hope he’s the first to get the axe after stepping out on my girl Ari. 

 

CHRISHELL STAUSE

How you know her: Chrishell is the clapback queen and a fashionista real estate powerhouse of The Oppenheim Group on Netflix’s popular series Selling Sunset. She’s also a queer baddie married to renowned drummer and singer G-Flip

What she’s reading: The Girls I’ve Been by Tess Sharpe. Chrishell sells houses for a living so she’s used to persuading folks to part with money. She’s brushing up on her sweet-talking skills with Sharpe’s con-artist femme fatale in The Girls I’ve Been. 

 

BOB THE DRAG QUEEN

How you know them: Bob was crowned the winner of RuPaul’s Drag Race season 8. After slaying the house boots down on Drag Race, Bob went on to host HBO Max’s We’re Here in 2020. Bob and their drag sister Monét X Change also host a fantastic podcast called Sibling Rivalry

What they’re reading: The Midnight Feast by Lucy Foley. Using glitz and glam as a distraction for a murder most foul? We know Foley’s latest is right up Bob’s alley. Manifesting a win for this diva at the very least for the max amount of 10/10 outfits. 

 

BOB HARPER

How you know him: Bob Harper appeared as a trainer on The Biggest Loser before he became the show’s host in 2015.

What he’s reading: The Cutting Season by Attica Locke. Bob might have picked up this one because he was getting ready for cutting season in the gym but instead, he was blessed with an iconic Southern thriller.  

 

CIARA MILLER 

How you know her: Ciara has been a main cast member on Bravo’s Summer House since 2021.

What she’s reading: Chain-Gang All-Stars by Nana Kwame Adjei-Brenyah. Ciara’s no stranger to being filmed in a house with other reality TV stars, but this time she’ll need to have a more sinister edge if she wants to win The Traitors

 

NIKKI GARCIA

How you know her: Nikki is a WWE wrestler alongside her twin, Brie, as the Bella Twins. They also had a reality show on E! called Total Bellas

What she’s reading: My Sister, the Serial Killer by Oyinkan Braithwaite. In the WWE Nikki is no stranger to using brute force to win her battles. She’s taking a page out of this book to learn the more subtle strategies of deceit and manipulation. 

The Adjacently Famous 

SAM ASGHARI

How you know him: Sam met pop princess Britney Spears on the set of her salacious music video “Slumber Party.” They tied the knot in 2021 before calling it quits in 2023

What he’s reading: The Woman in Me by Britney Spears in an effort to brush up on how to lie and deceit other people with actual talent out of their money. 

 

DYLAN EFRON 

How you know him: Dylan is Zac Efron’s younger brother who starred in Zac’s docuseries, Down to Earth.

What he’s reading: How to Solve Your Own Murder by Kristen Perrin. Sozz to say it, Dylan, but I think you’re going to need a how-to guide to not be the first target out of the castle. Fingers crossed you prove me wrong, bestie! 

 

LORD IVAR MOUNTBATTEN 

How you know him: Lord Ivar is King Charles III’s second cousin and is the first openly gay member (we stan) of the British monarchy’s extended family.

What he’s reading: Spare by Prince Harry the Duke of Sussex. Ivar is quickly cramming tidbits of information about his actually famous family before S3 of The Traitors. Breadcrumbing juicy morsels of info about the estranged Harry and Meg might curry him a second lease on life in this game! 

The Bachelor Nation Besties 

GABBY WINDEY

How you know her: Gabby competed in Clayton Echard’s season of The Bachelor (I was going to write “Spoiler alert they’re both gay now,” but that was Colton Underwood! Maybe Bachelor Nation should stop casting Animorphs versions of the same white dude). She later became The Bachelorette along with Rachel Recchia in a bizarre double-feature edition of the series. 

What she’s reading: Black Cake by Charmaine Wilkerson if anyone on this roster could flee to a new country and make up a new identity it’s this diva. I’m SAT for more Gabby on TV as she was arguably the most iconic Bachelorette in recent memory. 

WELLS ADAMS 

How you know him: Wells is a Bachelor Nation sweetheart who swooned the nation on JoJo Fletcher’s season of The Bachelorette. He later competed on Bachelor in Paradise and after failing to find love on both shows he became the resident bartender for BIP. Even though he didn’t find love through The Bachelor franchise he scored big in my opinion by locking it down with Sarah Hyland from Modern Family. 

What he’s reading: Arsenic and Adobo by Mia P. Manansala. Is another poison chalice in our future for S3? If so, who better to wield the brew than our favorite cheeky bartender? 

The Big Brother Baddies 

BRITNEY HAYNES 

How you know her: Britney competed in two seasons (12 & 14) of the reality TV show Big Brother and the show’s holiday spin-off, Reindeer Games. She’s also reportedly besties with Wicked star Ariana Grande’s brother, Frankie Grande

What she’s reading: The Bandit Queens by Parini Shroff. After the betrayal by an all-boys alliance led to her demise in Big Brother, Britney won’t make the same mistake twice. She’s reading up on deceiving men while using her signature comedic flare before S3 of The Traitors

 

DANIELLE REYES 

How you know her: Danielle is one of the OG Big Brother competitors and was named the runner-up in season 3. She made a reappearance on the show in season 7 and competed in the show’s holiday spin-off, Reindeer Games

What she’s reading: And Then There Were None by Agatha Christie. Danielle, infamously known as The Black Widow in the Big Brother Franchise, is hitting the classics in her pursuit of glory on S3 of The Traitors

The Housewives 

DORINDA MEDLEY

How you know her: Dorinda was on The Real Housewives of New York City from 2015 to 2020.

What she’s reading: The Poisons We Drink by Bethany Baptiste. Dorinda might be known for indulging in one or two glasses of wine. She’s using her reputation to her advantage by getting more acquainted with the art of crafting a deadly brew. 

 

CHANEL AYAN

How you know her: Chanel is a supermodel and main cast member of The Real Housewives of Dubai.

What she’s reading: #FashionVictim by Amina Akhtar. Known for strutting her stuff on the runway, Chanel is using her knowledge of killer couture to breeze her way to the top of the pack in S3. 

 

DOLORES CATANIA

How you know her: Dolores has been on The Real Housewives of New Jersey since 2016.

What she’s reading: The Godfather by Mario Puzo. What better way to prepare for a TV show full of persuasion, deceit, and lies than paying homage to her Italian heritage with the best mob story of all time? 

 

ROBYN DIXON 

How you know her: Robyn appeared as a main cast member of The Real Housewives of Potomac before she was allegedly fired from the series in 2024

What she’s reading: My Friend Anna: The True Story of a Fake Heiress by Rachel Deloache Williams. Reading up on the real story that inspired the hit Netflix series, Inventing Anna, sounds like a great way to learn how to cheat other players out of the prize money! 

 

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Books by Trans, Non-Binary, and Gender Queer Authors to Commemorate Transgender Day of Remembrance

Transgender Day of Remembrance is observed on November 20th every year to honor, memorialize, and pay homage to those who have been murdered as a result of transphobia. 

To honor trans, non-binary, and genderqueer folks on November 20th, I’ve curated a list of books written by those voices. In addition to reading these books please consider donating to the following organizations. Now, more than ever, our trans, non-binary, and queer community members need our allyship in order to fight against the insidious and pervasive transphobic rhetoric that’s spanning across the US. 

To see a more comprehensive list of organizations supporting trans folks check out this list from Them that features organizations in all 50 states. 

Gender Euphoria by Laura Kate Dale (she/ her)

GENDER EUPHORIA: a powerful feeling of happiness experienced as a result of moving away from one’s birth-assigned gender.

So often the stories shared by trans people about their transition center on gender dysphoria: a feeling of deep discomfort with their birth-assigned gender, and a powerful catalyst for coming out or transitioning. But for many non-cisgender people, it’s gender euphoria that pushes forward their transition: the joy the first time a parent calls them by their new chosen name, the first time they have the confidence to cut their hair short, the first time they truly embrace themself.

In this groundbreaking anthology, nineteen trans, non-binary, agender, gender-fluid, and intersex writers share their experiences of gender euphoria: an agender dominatrix being called “Daddy,” an Arab trans man getting his first tattoos, a trans woman embracing her inner fighter.

What they have in common are their feelings of elation, pride, confidence, freedom and ecstasy as a direct result of coming out as non-cisgender, and how coming to terms with their gender has brought unimaginable joy into their lives.

Beyond the Gender Binary by Alok Vaid-Menon (they/ them, Author) Ashley Lukashevsky (they/ she, Illustrator)

In Beyond the Gender Binary, poet, artist, and LGBTQIA+ rights advocate Alok Vaid-Menon deconstructs, demystifies, and reimagines the gender binary.

Pocket Change Collective is a series of small books with big ideas from today’s leading activists and artists. In this installment, Beyond the Gender Binary, Alok Vaid-Menon challenges the world to see gender not in black and white, but in full color. Taking from their own experiences as a gender-nonconforming artist, they show us that gender is a malleable and creative form of expression. The only limit is your imagination.

Gender Queer: A Memoir by Maia Kobabe (e/em/eir) 

In 2014, Maia Kobabe, who uses e/em/eir pronouns, thought that a comic of reading statistics would be the last autobiographical comic e would ever write. At the time, it was the only thing e felt comfortable with strangers knowing about em. Now, Gender Queer is here. Maia’s intensely cathartic autobiography charts eir journey of self-identity, which includes the mortification and confusion of adolescent crushes, grappling with how to come out to family and society, bonding with friends over erotic gay fanfiction, and facing the trauma and fundamental violation of pap smears.

Started as a way to explain to eir family what it means to be nonbinary and asexual, Gender Queer is more than a personal story: it is a useful and touching guide on gender identity–what it means and how to think about it–for advocates, friends, and humans everywhere.

Lost in the Never Woods by Aiden Thomas (he/ they)

It’s been five years since Wendy and her two brothers went missing in the woods, but when the town’s children start to disappear, the questions surrounding her brothers’ mysterious circumstances are brought back into the light. Attempting to flee her past, Wendy almost runs over an unconscious boy lying in the middle of the road…

Peter, a boy she thought lived only in her stories, asks for Wendy’s help to rescue the missing kids. But, in order to find them, Wendy must confront what’s waiting for her in the woods.

The Witch King by H. E. Edgmon (he/ they)

To save a fae kingdom, a trans witch must face his traumatic past and the royal fiancé he left behind.

In Asalin, fae rule and witches like Wyatt Croft…don’t. Wyatt’s betrothal to fae prince Emyr North was supposed to change that. But when Wyatt lost control of his magic one devastating night, he fled to the human world.

Now a coldly distant Emyr has hunted him down. Despite transgender Wyatt’s newfound identity and troubling past, Emyr claims they must marry now or risk losing the throne. Jaded, Wyatt strikes a deal with the enemy, hoping to escape Asalin forever. But as he gets to know Emyr again, Wyatt realizes the boy he once loved may still exist. And as the witches face worsening conditions, he must decide what’s more important–his people or his freedom.

One Last Stop by Casey McQuiston (they/ them)

For cynical twenty-three-year-old August, moving to New York City is supposed to prove her right: that things like magic and cinematic love stories don’t exist, and the only smart way to go through life is alone. She can’t imagine how waiting tables at a 24-hour pancake diner and moving in with too many weird roommates could possibly change that. And there’s certainly no chance of her subway commute being anything more than a daily trudge through boredom and electrical failures. 

But then, there’s this gorgeous girl on the train.

Jane. Dazzling, charming, mysterious, impossible Jane. Jane with her rough edges and swoopy hair and soft smile, showing up in a leather jacket to save August’s day when she needed it most. August’s subway crush becomes the best part of her day, but pretty soon, she discovers there’s one big problem: Jane doesn’t just look like an old school punk rocker. She’s literally displaced in time from the 1970s, and August is going to have to use everything she tried to leave in her own past to help her. Maybe it’s time to start believing in some things, after all.

Casey McQuiston’s One Last Stop is a magical, sexy, big-hearted romance where the impossible becomes possible as August does everything in her power to save the girl lost in time.

Summer Sons by Lee Mandelo (he/ they)

Andrew and Eddie did everything together, best friends bonded more deeply than brothers, until Eddie left Andrew behind to start his graduate program at Vanderbilt. Six months later, only days before Andrew was to join him in Nashville, Eddie dies of an apparent suicide. He leaves Andrew a horrible inheritance: a roommate he doesn’t know, friends he never asked for, and a gruesome phantom that hungers for him.

As Andrew searches for the truth of Eddie’s death, he uncovers the lies and secrets left behind by the person he trusted most, discovering a family history soaked in blood and death. Whirling between the backstabbing academic world where Eddie spent his days and the circle of hot boys, fast cars, and hard drugs that ruled Eddie’s nights, the walls Andrew has built against the world begin to crumble.

And there is something awful lurking, waiting for those walls to fall.

You Made a Fool of Death with Your Beauty by Akwaeke Emezi (they/ them)

Feyi Adekola wants to learn how to be alive again. 

It’s been five years since the accident that killed the love of her life and she’s almost a new person now–an artist with her own studio and sharing a brownstone apartment with her ride-or-die best friend, Joy, who insists it’s time for Feyi to ease back into the dating scene. Feyi isn’t ready for anything serious, but a steamy encounter at a rooftop party cascades into a whirlwind summer she could have never imagined: a luxury trip to a tropical island, decadent meals in the glamorous home of a celebrity chef, and a major curator who wants to launch her art career.

She’s even started dating the perfect guy, but their new relationship might be sabotaged before it has a chance by the overwhelming desire Feyi feels every time she locks eyes with the one person in the house who is most definitely off-limits–his father.

This new life she asked for just got a lot more complicated, and Feyi must begin her search for real answers. Who is she ready to become? Can she release her past and honor her grief while still embracing her future? And, of course, there’s the biggest question of all–how far is she willing to go for a second chance at love? 

Horse Barbie: A Memoir by Geena Rocero (she/ her)

As a young femme in 1990s Manila, Geena Rocero heard, “Bakla, bakla!,” a taunt aimed at her feminine sway, whenever she left the tiny universe of her eskinita. Eventually, she found her place in trans pageants, the Philippines’ informal national sport. When her competitors mocked her as a “horse Barbie” due to her statuesque physique, tumbling hair, long neck, and dark skin, she leaned into the epithet. By seventeen, she was the Philippines’ highest-earning trans pageant queen. 

A year later, Geena moved to the United States where she could change her name and gender marker on her documents. But legal recognition didn’t mean safety. In order to survive, Geena went stealth and hid her trans identity, gaining one type of freedom at the expense of another. For a while, it worked. She became an in-demand model. But as her star rose, her sense of self eroded. She craved acceptance as her authentic self yet had to remain vigilant in order to protect her dream career. The high-stakes double life finally forced Geena to decide herself if she wanted to reclaim the power of Horse Barbie once and for all: radiant, head held high, and unabashedly herself.

A dazzling testimony from an icon who sits at the center of transgender history and activism, Horse Barbie is a celebratory and universal story of survival, love, and pure joy.

Tripping Arcadia by Kit Mayquist (he/ they)

Med school dropout Lena is desperate for a job, any job, to help her parents, who are approaching bankruptcy after her father was injured and laid off nearly simultaneously. So when she is offered a position, against all odds, working for one of Boston’s most elite families, the illustrious and secretive Verdeaus, she knows she must accept–no matter how bizarre the interview or how vague the job description. 

By day, she is assistant to the family doctor and his charge, Jonathan, the sickly, poetic, drunken heir to the family empire, who is as difficult as his illness is mysterious. By night, Lena discovers the more sinister side of the family, as she works overtime at their lavish parties, helping to hide their self-destructive tendencies . . . and trying not to fall for Jonathan’s alluring sister, Audrey. But when she stumbles upon the knowledge that the Verdeau patriarch is the one responsible for the ruin of her own family, Lena vows to get revenge–a poison-filled quest that leads her further into this hedonistic world than she ever bargained for, forcing her to decide how much, and whom, she’s willing to sacrifice for payback.

The perfect next read for fans of Mexican Gothic, Tripping Arcadia is a page-turning and shocking tale with an unforgettable protagonist that explores family legacy and inheritance, the sacrifices we must make to get by in today’s world, and the intoxicating, dangerous power of wealth.

HAPPY NATIONAL COMING OUT DAY: 3 Books that Validated My Queer Identity as a Late Bloomer, Chaotic Bisexual

I self-identify as a late bloomer because when I had the realization that I was not strictly into men that fact reared up and slapped me in the face like a tidal wave. There were flashes of my childhood that I was looking back on, cocked head, like “really Layne? You didn’t know that you were a little bit gay?”

Please enjoy a short list of moments from my childhood where I definitely should have known I was queer: 

  • Rewatching the Beautiful Liar music video over and over and over again and wondering why I was so obsessed with it. Haven’t seen it? Don’t worry it’s linked right here. 
  • Playing softball. Okay, I get it, this one is kind of cliche. But like if the shoe fits, girlypop!
  • Shego from Kim Possible. This is a universal gay experience, right? 
  • And last but not least having like ~a lot~ of really intense ~friendships~ with girls and then getting like ~a little bit upset~ when they got boyfriends. 

Anywho, you’re here for a book list, and a booklist I shall provide. Below are some books that have been a cornerstone to my queer identity:

Women by Chloe Caldwell 

When I was twenty-two I came out as queer. I was moving to New Orleans and I ended things with my college boyfriend with a “sorry I think I want to have sex with women so I think we need to break up!” phone call (def could have handled that one better, sorry Quang)! Bright-eyed and bushy tailed I was ready to explore queer dating in New Orleans. Only, it was really difficult, and I was saddled with the debilitating, persistent anxiety that I wasn’t actually queer. Then my friend Jess lovingly patted me on the head and said, “here read this,” and handed me Chloe’s book, Women. 

And I devoured that shit. 

Women was an eye-opening and revolutionary read for me that really highlighted why I struggled with my intense relationships with girls growing up. It illuminated how even though I was hiding behind this deeply integrated Impostor Syndrome, I was still a queer person who was mainly attracted to a person’s identity, morals, ideas etc. than I was to their specific gender. There’s such a special place in my heart for this book because it really represented my first validation as a queer woman. I re-read this one from time to time and I still really love it.

In The Dream House by Carmen Maria Machado 

Buckle up to get wrecked because this one fucked me up!! My friend Jinhe (also a fellow chaotic bisexual *salute emoji*) decided that she wanted to buddy-read this one with me at the very beginning of lockdown. I, as per usual, was very behind on my buddy read and casually decided to read the entire book, without reading the back cover copy, a day before we were supposed to chat about it. HA HA HA, I was in the fetal position. Screaming, crying, throwing up! 

This is a memoir about Carmen’s abusive relationship with a woman, in case you’re living under a literal rock and haven’t heard of this masterpiece. This book spoke to me in a different, but still very acute, way. I was in an abusive relationship in late high school/early college and reading Carmen’s memoir about her experiences was like getting teleported back into my 17-19 year old body because I could have sworn I was reading my literal diary. 

Carmen Maria Machado is a writer that truly will define my entire existence as a queer reader. I’ve never been more validated by a book in my ~entire life~. Read it, sob whilst clutching it to your chest, and then slide into my DMs and tell me all your little thoughts about it. 

Old Enough by Haley Jackobson 

Oh man, this was another one where I was like “lol stop being inside my head! Hahahaha.” I really enjoyed the main character’s journey in this book. It’s very much a coming-of-age, queer identity coming to fruition kind of book. 

“Old Enough” made me feel seen in some great ways. Like Sav, I was assaulted and it took me a long time to realize what exactly happened, that it was not okay, that I was raped. The myriad of emotions that Sav experiences and untangles in this novel really captured my personal experience with sexual assault and for that, I’m really grateful. It would have been so beneficial for me to have had this book when I was in college! 

I was completely knocked off balance by my first queer crush. I felt totally overwhelmed navigating my sexuality and it took a while (lol sometimes still processing) for me to feel confident in my queerness. Reading Sav’s experience navigating her identity was lovely and I (again!) saw myself in her! 

Some final thoughts on gay reading and queer books… 

Books have been a magical, loving, and revolutionary portal for me my entire life. When I was a child they helped me navigate through complex feelings that I was experiencing for the first time. In adolescence, they modeled healthy relationships and pushed me to think critically about the world around me. In adulthood, they have validated my experiences with my sexuality, identity, trauma, and so much more. My love for reading has truly pushed me at every stage of my life to be a better, more empathetic, and nuanced person. 

Queer books hold an incredibly loving space in my heart because before I was ever validated by the queer community, I was quietly finding the courage to truly accept myself authentically in the pages of queer books with vibrant, lovable LGBTQ+ characters. 

Happy National Coming Out Day to all my LGBTQ+ siblings whether you are “out” or not. Your identity is valid and you are seen and loved no matter what stage you’re at in your coming out process.